Thursday, April 22, 2010

i want to be called lovely, beautiful, darling, or love...

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... instead of cliches and anything condescending like baby, sexy... or something boring like pretty and nice.

Monday, April 12, 2010

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."
— Marilyn Monroe

and I thought if people were rain, [he] was drizzle...

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... and [I] was hurricane. -John Green

that is all.

So many women suffer...

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... because of selfish men, and my heart bleeds because i see it in my mother.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

telling her that you're a fuck up...

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...is never a good enough excuse for behaving badly.

people take what they want from you...

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... and judge you for it.

"you know how i feel"...

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credit:harpers bazaar uk jan 09
... "because you're only one who ever asks"

sometimes i feel like i should have been born a man...

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... i want all of his clothes. the shirt... oh my god.

some days i feel like this sometimes...

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... at the same time.

if the second picture doesn't scream 'confused hot mess' then, i don't know what does.

It's safe to say that i'm obsessed with 'The Secret Diaries of a Call Girl'

A bit of wisdom from the real Belle de Jour:

"There is nothing sexier than a sense of humour. Apart from being really good in bed.
You can buy a pregnancy test without embarrassment in today's world, but not at the same time as buying laxatives. Also, don't give them your Boots loyalty card.
Any woman who says women can't have strings-free sex is stupid.
Any woman who says she does have strings-free sex is lying.
You should never date someone you met on the Web. Or at a club. Or at work. Or who is the friend of a friend (or friend of a relative). In short, don't date.
If you have sex on a first date he'll never respect you.
If you don't have sex on a first date you'll never see him again."
credit:http://belledejour-uk.blogspot.com/

Ha! Gotta love this woman.

Monday, April 5, 2010

well, here's something new...

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my mind says that i should be madly in like with you, but my heart says "run".

Tuesday morning. i just called in sick. because i have a funny tickle in my throat and i feel overwhelmingly warm. i will get back to bed and go study later. i've always had trouble with my heart catch up to my brain, but this seems quite odd. i guess it makes sense even if it doesn't. because the heart has reasons that reason does not understand. or it's just fucked up.

both seems quite plausible.

this no expectation = no disappointment thing is...

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harpers bazaar
... fool proof.

"if i had my last dollar, i would bet it on"...

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mona johannesson by danny roberts
... myself, thanks.
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"I have loved to the point of madness" - Françoise Sagan

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... and well... the funny thing is, i don't think my heart is even capable of it anymore.
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rachel bilson in flaunt magazine

the unspoken feeling of happiness...

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... when you talk to someone that you can completely be yourself with, makes me smile.

i haven't had this much fuckery...

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... in one day in awhile.

self undoing...

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thomas schenk picture
... it is always i.

i'm disappointed... or rather i should be...

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credit: runaway gallery
... but i'm not.