you're fixing me and you don't even know it.

i have found the unicorn.

... the disbelief continues. seriously? is this guy for real?

work is shit, and it's sucking harder lately. the money isn't really worth it anymore at this point.

i remember why i stayed away...

because the idea of it and realizing that i like you is opening up all the things that i've chosen to ignore... it will either be me pushing you away, or us both ending up exhausted... i don't know, it just doesn't seem fair. knowing you, you will try your hardest, and i will need you to, but it just doesn't seem fair.

ohmygodohmygodohmygod.

wow.

ok, i'm done freaking out now. but it'll take a few days for me to come to terms with it.

september 3rd 2010

... you're going to have to take the time, following the lines until you figure it out.

everything about him seems so genuine and i believe him...

... but i'm scared anyways and he said that was okay.

wow.

My body is such a fucking disaster.

"most(people simply can't) won't(most parent people mustn't shouldn't)most daren't"...

not being hydrated+a lot of sexing+too much caffeine=pain+antibiotics+waiting 2 hours for the doctor to tell me exactly what i knew, but damn it, i needed the prescriptions.