i pretty much watched youtube videos all day...

... and i feel like i'm failing at life. i'll go take a shower and read a bit so that i can stop this self hate that is almost muted by my laziness. almost. you know you are in trouble, when you are just too damn lazy for emotions.

must listen to my intuition.

... i bought these delightful sandals in cobalt blue from forever 21 for $20. I was very excited until i stepped outside my door. Walked down to the end of the road and almost wiped out three times. Went straight back to the store and returned them. i thought these would change my mind about buying cheap shoes from forever 21. now i'm scarred for life.