"In order to arrive there, To arrive where you are, to get from where you are not, You must go by a way wherein there is no ecstacy..."

... "In order to arrive at what you are not You must go through the way in which you are not. And what you do not know is the only thing you know And What you own is what you do not own And where you are is where you are not."

i'm trying. and that's all i can do.