so i decided to put off school til the summer. i'm not certain if i'm doing this because it'll make me happy, or if i'm doing this because i'm being cowardly. am i just going to waste another 5 months to avoid stress or am i just allowing myself sanity?
time. i want to foolishly believe that it's all i've got, but it will begin to turn against me soon, and i can feel it.
the contentment, the satisfaction derived of the stability and the ordinary will slowly fill my lungs and before i know it, i will watch the self that i knew slowly float away with a half smile and glazed eyes.
