NYE

... smooches at midnight.

Anyone can be passionate...

... but it takes real lovers to be silly
- Rose Franken

the emptiness can't be stopped.

and yet what are we to do about this terribly significant business about other people? so ill equipped are we all to envision one another's interior working and invisible aims. philip broth

i dont want to be tempted.

you can try to lift my heavy heart, but it's not my fault that my heart is a frightened little whore.

I know you believe you understand what you think I said, but I am not sure you realise that what you heard is not what I meant. Alan Greenspan

now i'm filled with a different kind of desperation...

... not to keep you out, but to keep you closer.

Very likely somewhat likely somewhat unlikely or very unlikely

The new year has been on my mind a lot lately, especially since I'm getting closer and closer to my mid twenties. Next year I will be 24, no longer mid way to my mid twenties. So many things I want to accomplish, and I just hope that persistence will allow me to see them through.

what i feel like today

"And I've laid a happy claim on you"

..."because I want to stay As long as you think I may"
-My lover

I guess if we have sex, our love will turn to wine.

The year is winding down, and my winter will be a cozy one, spent burrowed in his embrace. Nothing and everything happened this year, it seems. Slowly he somehow finds his way through my years of conditioning and I am amazed.

Although 2010 was full of unfulfilled endeavors, I still have hope for the new one; I'm glad that I allowed myself to take the time to breathe, and to slow down my pace. I've become something different since last year and it pleases me to know that I am continuing to change.

I am shuffling forward, dancing with time and its challenges; i know my spirit is awake and I've learned to feel again. I wonder what 2011 will have to unfold.