...normalcy is a priviledge that i was not meant to have in this life i guess.
"I was dead unti you found me, though I breathed.
I was sightless, though I could see.
And then you came... I was awakened"
- unknown
on another note, it's been a month now. wow. i did not know that i was capable of it. i'm still overwhelmed by disbelief at times. i don't have to censor anything, all the things i thought were ugly and unmentionable, he nonchalantly tells me that it's okay. i actually can sleep at his place (WOW.) and feel completely comfortable around him. i didn't know that a man could make me feel... this much feelings.
yuck.
feelings. lol. i guess i'm not dead inside after all.
