Sunday, February 20, 2011

"be my love in the rain."

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picture by Clare, check her work out at http://www.princeclare.com/
bet you didn't know my legs were this sexy. i sure didn't.
she did a shoot for us for the upcoming SEC's sexual awareness week; all the pictures turned out absolutely amazing, and it was so much fun!

this week has been sort of nutty, i think i've been home maybe a few hours this weekend.

happy b day to adrianna, the "Daughter of a hippie, and a Lazy Lover".

me and my lover had our first fight. totally his fault, but i guess it was due. we made up within hours, aka me stumbling into his place after few shots of vodka, 3 hours of dancing, him saying sorry with his sad puppy eyes. kind of an anti climactic resolution, especially since i left his place swearing to myself that i will not see him this weekend, not even speak to him, and telling him to fuck off.

an interesting experience. the fusion between uncontrollable anger (which is kind of a treat in itself, since i don't often feel that emotion) and the security that I felt knowing that we love each other, as well as the inevitable reconciliation. i do love that man... i'm gleefully taking in the experience of (i can safely say that it's a healthy) mutual dependence for happiness in our relationship.

which reminds me, i happened to see a blogger from Toronto that I've been following for a while at the club that adrie had her birthday thing at. I didn't really care to intrude on her night but casually told her that I loved her blog. She actually seemed quite flustered and said "pretend you didn't see me here". Odd, right? It's weird. You read these blogs, see parts of their lives, and you kind of paint a picture of what they would be like, and I find myself preferring the fictitious.