but who said you shouldn't dance naked?

... you just keep going, until you run out of cake.

i tried to fall asleep for two hours, but now i'm going to try again.

random thought- couples who record the greeting on their answering machines together: i don't know if it's excruciatingly cute or if it makes me want to throw up in my mouth.

thank you, jesus and bunnies.

... relaxing long weekend, with zero things checked off on my to do list. nice.

i still have to do my taxes...

while many have returned to work today, i continued to do what i've been doing for the past three days: rolling around, eating, and reading (finally! yay! i'm reading american psycho at the moment. definitely not my usual choice of reads - i haven't read these thriller kind of books since elementary school... I had a thing for Stephen King books a long time ago. wait, is that weird? that I was into Stephen King when I was 14?-, but did i tell you that i found a brand new copy of it on the subway, with receipt inside and everything? WIN! sorry for whoever left it there, but... free books? uhhh yes please.)

I've developed a nasty habit of starting books and not finishing them, over the last couple of years.

Books I've started but have yet not finished:

- Dracula (started summer 2010)
- Jane Eyre (started summer 2009)
-Midnight's Children (started fall 2008)
-The Collected Prose of Robert Frost (started 2011)
-The Green Dwarf - a juvenilia by charlotte bronte (started winter of 2010)

I am terrible.

we had another talk of the future. the lover is all in; over and over again he shows me, and yet i'm scared still. i love him very much and i still have the biggest crush on him, so why do i suffer from this unreasonable paranoia?

anyways, as i always say, with time...

as we shared a box of timbits on the train...

... i saw the red string on our pinkies.

"red string of fate"

Dreary April raindrops in my coffee and in my eyes.

... I can't wait for the long weekend. I'm working a lot this week; I had a 14 hour work day yesterday and I thought I was off of the whole 'work yourself to death' thing? My voice is getting hoarse, ugh.

This weather makes me want to cuddle up in a heap of blankets with a box of timbits and not come out for awhile. The lover is nerdying out hardcore with his friends this week. I guess he is being his age. Or he's just having a life, unlike myself this week.

I'm going to try making cupcakes on Saturday. I can't wait to have some time for myself... Reading, lounging, sewing and being selfish with my time. I've gathered most of my tuition, which means I'll be dirt broke for the next two weeks, but I'm so happy that I'll be in school again.

I desperately need a haircut; the ends feels like and sounds like hay, when I rub them together between my fingers.

I hope it gets warm and sunny soon. I'm starting to wonder about all the suicides that happen in the subway.

I take my Anna everywhere.
She is so beautiful she can break
a man's heart with a look,
the proud thrust of her shoulder.

She tells me she will die young.
I tell her all beautiful women have the same
premonition. Brevity is the stamp
of beauty, sealing it in the mouths of men.

I take my Anna everywhere.
She has the unpitying gaze of a goddess.
All the men who see her
want to live their wrecked lives forever.

... the birthday festivities were wonderful. went to Arielle's place for an amazing dinner friday with the sec gang (she made ham, asparagus, carrots, potatoes, and strawberry shortcake. I know, she is a cooking goddess), had lunch with the family on saturday, dinner at the blackhoof with ingie, ju, silva, and the lover. slept in sunday, until 4 with the lover, had coffee haagen daz in bed, and made pasta.

http://theblackhoof.com/ - amazing place. we shared the bread, olives, tongue on brioche, roasted bone marrow, pork tacos, duck heart tartare, sweetbread and rapini, and dessert (chocolate cake with lemon cheesecake icing with beat ice cream). It was an amazing dinner! They don't have reservations and don't take credit cards, but it was worth it. the service was great, and we were seated in the very back, in a cozy corner, which I really liked. Definitely would go back to the hoof cafe (which is literally across the restaurant), which has a brunch and a tasting menu. It's unfortunately under construction, but hopefully will open again soon.

April 15th 2011: 24.

in about 35 minutes, I will be a step closer to my mid twenty's. the big 2.4.

...punched the boyfriend's balls in my sleep last night. I was awakened by the loud *SMACK* and his groaning.

went to fabricland and then the seoul house; watched hannah with puppy, it was wonderful!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekend.

... i've been working 12 hour days this week. boy, am i glad that it's the weekend. it's actually feeling like spring these days.

the blah for this weekend: work tomorrow

the yaysies for this weekend: sushi, sleepover, cupcakes, kisses, cuddling, amazing orgasms, duff's wings (all courtesy of the lover)

yeah i know. i'm a spoiled bitch.