this girl's style is crazy hot...

... constance - victoria http://constance-victoria.blogspot.com/

looks like September is going to be crazy. i love it when i'm absolutely oblivious to what's around the corner. tis life as a mortal.

it's martini night (well i guess every night is a martini night, somewhere), so i'm catching up with a friend from work. can't wait to hear her adventure stories!

mmmm fruit...

... i've always been a bit of a fruit maniac, but these days, i am obsessed with peaches.

ontario peaches are so ripe and juicy these days and with grocery stores selling about 8 or 9 of them for $4, I have been eating 4 at a time. i don't know if people know, but i hate hard peaches or plums. hate them. so it's such a treat to have access to such lush and sweet peaches. happiness.

i told the lover about the funk that i'm in these days. the whole i feel hesitant about what to do so i'm just not going to do anything but be lazy funk. just talking about it made me realize that i want to get out of it now (with his encouragement, of course)

i think it won't be too hard to be busy now, especially with many things going on in September. I got home 2 hours ago, and all i've been doing is planning the lover's b day. too broke to spend too much but i want to make it special for him :D

anyways, brunch with silva and magda tomorrow morning. i haven't seen magda in a year i think! i'm glad she's alive.

i feel like i can die happily knowing that i can be in your armpit whenever i want, however long i want, with you giving me kisses...

... and i'm glad that i told you that.

another lazy weekend with the lover. i made fried rice and nachos, and we went grocery shopping for more food.

make your own sangria party of two is always fun. and so is rolling around in bed giving eachother kisses.

we have so much fun together, i'm so glad that we do! just sillyness and loves all the time!

washing my new underwear

... i had a damn 4 hour nap today. no working on my resume, no gym as i planned. just sleep. well, i did 6 sets of squats but that hardly counts as a work out.

sigh. i fail at life. now i'm going to be weird on top of all that, and go hand-wash all the undies i got yesterday. then i'll probably return to my bed and browse the internet some more.

god, i really don't feel like a useful human being that is contributing to anything. blaaaaaah.

all i want to do right now is cook insane amounts of food and watch the lover eat... who am i?

save me, i'm being a lazy son of a gun.

... gaaaaah.

when was the last time you cried like a kid...?

... with your face covered with tears, runny nose, hiccuping, and all?

i really hate it when my past intrudes on my present, but what can you do... it's a good thing that he still loves me, even with me rubbing my snot on his shoulder. honestly, to quote him "many galaxies must've aligned for us to find eachother". he's just amazing beyond words.

i don't know when it happened but it's already the 22nd of August. i'm starting to feel like i'm enjoying life too much and not doing enough work. it's probably because it is true.

anywho, i've officially declared my two week intense work out/eat healthy purge. it's going to be in.ten.se.

i've been watching a lot of movies lately with the lover: the rise of the planet of the apes, paul, your highness, conan the barbarian... out of all of them, i really enjoyed the rise of the planet of the apes and your highness.

"prepare for the fuckening!" hahahhahaha.

is this supposed to be okay?

... trying to figure out what to do with my life. seems like the hardest thing to do; instead of being swept up in the stream of life, i want to have control and take the steps that i want.

i need to make a visual timeline or something. maybe that's what i need to do.

anyways, good news: i got 94 in my last class. oh and me and the lover are going on another adventure next month for our 1 year anniversary/his b day celebration. yay. i think he just may be addicted to rolling around in king sized beds in nice hotels (with me of course) lol.

it's going to be a year for us next month, and i feel more in love than ever. i wonder if this is how it's supposed to be, if this is okay. but then i think who cares... we make our damn rules.

i've made blueberry crumb bars yesterday and it turned out just marvellously, so i'm making more tomorrow to bring to a party. i love these easy to do recipes. complicated cooking is not pour moi, merci.

i'm set in terms of tuition for the winter session; i'll be on my merry way to graduating, finally.

decisions, decisions. i just don't want to be forced into making circumstantial choices anymore. i want to go where i'm going because i wanted to.

cole mohr love

... my crush on him continues. but i assume that he is gay because he is really gorgeous.

and i can feel everything.

... montreal was just wonderful.

now it's mid august, and summer is winding down.

that's it.

... i miss my hair. i'm not going to cut it anymore.

Bare Back

cartoonstyles.com

.... i'm all about bare backs these days.

it feels like a Sunday.

www.dirtyflaws.com

... had such a busy day yesterday that it feels like it has been 2 days since Thursday.

the lover was kind of bummed out in the morning so i cheered him up with a little bit of lovin' and food. today, i'm just having some down time to myself and catching up on my sleep. i have tons of things i have to alter.

working during the day next week, it's going to be hard trying to wake up in the morning again. but, it's our montreal weekend and we're both really excited for that one. my sexy and cute tall man *swoon*

c'est la fin

... just finished my presentation for my final. lots of people liked it, which is a great sign.

getting my license tomorrow hopefully, this is my third attempt so i better get it.

now a week til Montreal, I have lots of things I've been putting off so yay! another week of class and i will be done school for the summer. well, isn't this exciting.

August.

... i am sleep deprived. but i shall continue on until the end of this week, then zzzzzzzzzzz...

went to a wedding on saturday as adrie's guest. closest thing in terms of wedding crashing lol. had fun. hung out on the patio for most of the day on Sunday while we all sweated out our food with silva and dawn. saw winnie the pooh with the lover, and the rest of the weekend was filled with studying, researching, and more studying.

can't wait until i'm finished with the preparation for thursday's presentation.