... it's weird how some things haven't changed at all and everything else seems to have changed.
doesn't matter. i'm happy to going at my own pace.
wait, am i?
anyways, nice sunny day. I should be doing some work right now. but obviously i am not. i feel like i've slowed things down a bit for myself, and i guess that comes with being in a committed relationship and all.
i've always been like that though; when i'm in a serious relationship, i tend to prioritize my significant other a little bit more on the list than myself. it's just how i am. if i love, i give. and happy to do so. but i think it's time for me to pick up the pace a bit now :)
the next year will be a huge transition for me in many ways and for him as well. i hope we can keep up together.
i love that man so much.
"a wise girl kisses but does not love, listens but does not believe, and leave before she is left"
before eric, i thought this quote was brilliant, but now i know i've gone against all of them but i don't care, he's worth it.
on another note, i swear to god i'm a foodie, but i may be an overly obese man disguised in a little asian woman's body.
we indulged in cheese cake, macaroons, and danishes at future's last night. and it was oh so good. only for $15, you can taste happiness while you and your lover have stupid grins on your faces.
i really want a sexy black rope like that for us. all i've seen are hot pink or red. i want sexy black.
