... i am struggling with having my essays be sustained by my readings. i'm reading about the contingency of pain and how we interpret pain through bodily metaphors.
my brain feels all jumbled up, and all i have are questions.
goddamit, this whole being creative with your academic writing is so difficult. i'm just so damn good at arguing for things, that this straying from the social science structure is quite foreign, but something that I want to try.
it's as if summer came over night and it's magnificent. i tried to spend as much time as I could outside today, even if it meant squinting in the sun to do my readings and huffing and puffing because of the heat. all in all, good times.
