... it's friday already! oh my stars, i feel like july is flying by. don't know if that's a good thing, seeing as there are still things to be done. lots of things.
love kerfuffle with the lover; he went into passive self destructive mode, which consisted of late night ice cream eating, video game playing, and drinking of MY sparkling wine. then he withheld his usual text message in the morning. by 3 pm, he called me and told me that he tried to be mad at me but couldn't really be mad. he felt silly and didn't know why he was trying to be mad at me.
i went over and made him lemon chicken rolls. they were delicious (i know this because i ate all the ugly ones). then we spent half an hour in discussion position, then i left for class and he went to play tennis.
time and time again, we reaffirm our affections even through unpleasantries.
it's really difficult for me still to communicate things properly. i struggle and struggle. it's hard, but i'm trying to open up more. i feel so inadequate, because i struggle when it comes to telling him what i'm feeling.
i really need to focus on my school work, but it's getting harder and harder as the temperature rises.
we decided to go to montreal; we'll probably leave on our 11th month anniversary, next month. can't believe we're only 2 months away from a year! good for us.
